I've actually been having a hard time with a few things lately. I've been taking people's actions and words so personally. It's been making me grouchy and I HATE being grouchy. Some days it's so hard to just move on especially when it's the people who you think care about you are who keeps "hurting" you. Holding grudges has always been a huge downfall for me.
I'm also a worrier, always have been. Worrying about what others think of me has been a part of who I am for a long time. I let it take over too much. I worry about everything from "what will people think if I say this?" to "what will people think if I wear that?"
"Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it."-Proverbs 4:23
This verse kept running though my mind last night. I'm amazed at how when you're at a certain point in your life, God shows up, puts his hand on you and gives you peace. Here, God reminds us to be careful how we think because it shapes our lives. Lately, I've been letting the negative take hold of my heart and that's got to change!!
My husband loves me for me, my babies love me for me, my family loves me for me, and most importantly, God loves me for me and I've got to let that consume me and be happy!